8:18 PM
September 7, 09

Spent time going through negatives.
Then, went into the basement to store them.
Pulled out a few notebooks from past years.

Spent an hour looking at some of them.

So much of my life has been spiritually directed.
I am not in touch with that direction now.

This is no time to begin something new.

It is Mercury Retrograde.

Here is a paragraph from old friend
JAN SPILLER:

This psychological confusion leads to predictable physical consequences: mistakes with paperwork-due to inattention and lack of focus; often having to go back and get repair work redone - such as work on autos or teeth. Also, certain physical objects ruled by MERCURY seem to go haywire at this time: computers, printing, all fields related to transportation or communication are particularly vulnerable to malfunctioning during the MERCURY retrograde cycles.


8:21 PM

I am feeling speechless.

I need to redo some car repair tomorrow,
or at least check out what is needed.

This is no time to add burden on myself
asking for outlay of energy I do not have.
I have done a lot of that all year.
Too much outlay.
Too much burning of candles at both ends.

Not sure I am up to a big travel this weekend.

I need to find comfort in my own skin.
Comfort in my own skin?

I am lost in these notebooks
from year's past.

I am going to wash off from being in the basement,
maybe have some rice I made,
and settle in.

It would be good to talk to an old friend.
Maybe called Rebecca.

 

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