2;02 PM
July 13, 09

Spent most of the day filing
old Bank statements from many accounts.

Hooray! I have all the ones I need
for the Sales Tax Report and 2008 IRS
I want to complete.

This is a good first step.

I just finished this.
It was a block of energy in a box.
Lots of the things in the box.

I do not want to forget that I have a phone
date.

Also write Marcia a check now. Thank you.

Lots of shocking thoughts coming up
while going through these.

I realize that I am not really living in the 3D world,
that is how it feels.

Much of my interactions are on the internet.
Not too many fulfilling human interactings
now. My head is wandering to the lives of people
who have deep connection with family and grandchildren--
one rabbi in particular.

Oh, this is not how I was feeling during other parts of this
year. It think it goes with the summer cleanup, these feelings.

I have been working awfully hard on #hr2749.

Not much response to what I put out yesterday,
R: invite. It takes a lot of work to bring something,
an event into 3d.

It has made a big difference that I have not had
an intimate visitor in my space for more than a year.
There seems to be a connection between the big box
of undone bills and no life in my space.

Cleanup seems easier when I have a pleasurable
visitor in the space.

Definitely feeling the impact of health impediment.
More than ten months of diarrhea as a way of life.
Sad that remedies I have believed in are not working.
It may not be the remedies. IT is me.

Very difficult to eat right these days,




 

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