Horrific Foundational breaks showing and delineating themselves this morning. I took notes, but I better do something useful this morning with the Gift of Life.

Date:   10/20/2008 11:42:33 AM ( 16 y ago)

October 20, 2008

9:36 AM

Overcast weather, cloudy.
Yes.

Do I dare say YES?

Oh My God, what did I do?

I would like to run from this morning.
I must if I am to tend to affairs of the day.

A few bills, please,
in spite of what I am seeing
an indictment.

Cracks in the Foundation revealed.
Physically in the Basement--one repair man says
not too bad, but the Issues tied up in all this
internally.

Up, up, out of this.
This will do me no good to dwell in this place.
It is nothing I can deal with now, so why even put attention
on it?

Pay some bills, Leslie.
Pay some bills.

Nuva...send a greeting card
with a payment. Thank you now.

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9:40 AM

Called Nuva....He is going to send some diatomateous Earth,
some Clay, something binding....

He answered the phone. He was in the office.
He is so very kind. He says, call any time.

I told him how I am feeling.
I realize I feel held back out of fear.
I told him I wish I felt better about myself.

I told him about the Cleanup we have been doing for so many months
in the Basement.

He spoke of things--the system that is--that also has a crack in it.
We do what we can.

He congratulated me for feeling these things and being part of the
shift. He said I would find my right place. He said to listen to spirit.

Nuva Yeetah,

http://www.mission-ayurveda.org/

1-800-your -yoga
1-800-968-7964

10:50 Am

What is going on astrologically?

http://www.aquariuspapers.com/astrology/2008/10/life-skills-and.html


Aquarian Papers, Robert Wilkensen

The pulse of Uranus throughout our life shows us the Higher Law of our Being, and brings forms of freedom and creative inspiration wherever it touches our lives. Saturn's pulse is that of Dharma, our "true functioning" to perfect our Human-ness into our Divine Potential, however that may manifest. This opposition will free us from old duties and obsolete limitations and fears, while crystalizing a form of our Divine Individuality and/or Spiritual Higher Law in our lives.

It will bring revolutionary earthquakes that will shatter structures that have no potential, as well as put into place new molds for the evolved states of consciousness and views of human reality already showing themselves on Earth. These future forms in the making are why the future actually looks very good in many ways, even though the short term path looks very unstable and perilous to many. Here it's useful to remember that flexibility is a virtue in an Age in Transition.

This dance will show through Virgo-Pisces forms and experiences, one of the 6 polarities that are the twelve signs of human experience. All polarities involve opposing forces, and we can measure the health of how a sign is functioning in our chart by checking out how well we are expressing the virtues of the opposite sign.

All signs exteriorize through its opposing sign. While often difficult, oppositions are actually the best aspect for bringing forth higher "Spiritual" realizations, since we are in fact forced to resolve the dilemma of "the pairs of opposites," as it is termed by the Arcane School.

10:55 AM
Cox paymens
online....

O.k
11:57 am
Cable-Internet overdue...
paid in one bill...
exapirating....

11:57 AM

Paying gas and electriand
water....

I see increased usage...

Did I make transfer last month
from Arosa to Community AAsset
CHeck now....

amont is $720.00
made two transfers...
one for September and one for October...

1:27 PM

O.K. Water Bill Paid.
SD G&E paid.

My Kidneys are sensitive.
I am feeling fragile.
Bills paid online.





 

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