September 26, 08
8:20 AM

Disturbing very early morning in bed.
Ate too much at Chef Jem's Birthday dinner.

Disturbing unsaid things.
I wondered if they would disturb me through the night.
They did.

Imagine S had some fantasy about the Basement
being cleared and THEN then not going back in.
Was that it????

I did not feel good about a meeting we had
before Chef Jem's Birthday.
S seemed to be unwelcoming what I had to say.
Not sure he was expressing himself.

I wanted him to see the progress I had.
I did not feel heard.

I feel more meeting of the mind is necessary.

I am unwilling to have One Large storage shelf
moved out with the idea that it is not gong to be moved back in.

Woke up early this morning....before 4 AM.
Turned on the TV for about 45 minutes.
Watching the News stations.
Collapse is in the Air.

Rep Barney Frank was holding up some paper
from the Republicans. Sounded like they had their own alternative
proposal to the $700 Billion Bailout. [Sounds poetic...."Billion Bailout." ]
WaMU, where we have our morgage was being bought up this morning
by another Bank....WaMu was in failure.

The Energy appears to be stagnating on a National Scale.
I better not allow myself to be distracted this morning.
I have enough fear running through me.

I have been mulling over an email I want to write to S.
My energy felt like it was stagnating on a Local Scale.

I needed some communication that I did not hear or
say. What I said seemed to have been rejected by S
at our meeting. He was elsewhere in his head.

He did not want any more meetings.

I need to take some ProActive Movement here.

I need to get a complete....with the Stuff under the Olive Tree.

My Bowel is all fired up.
I have been on the Toilet about six times this morning
between heading back to bed after each elimination.
My Bowel is in pain.

COMPLETE UNDER THE OLIVE TREE

COMPLETE WITH SCOTT

PREP FOR TRIP FOR HIGH HOLIDAYS ROSH HASANAH

HELP TODAY?

Excuse me, one more run to the toilet...

9:23 AM

Wrote an email to S.
Did not mail it.
He returned my call.
We will talk soon on the phone.

WHAT IS MY PREP FOR THE HIGH HOLIDAYS???

KEEP the BEET?
Trip to see Bill Tall?

What can I pull off in such a short time????

Grow a Necklace with the kids...

Keep the beet labels...

10:27 PM

O.K.
some laundry.
Get a Focus on material for High Holidays.
Pull box from Whole Being Weekend from EG Mobile.

Get stuff in Olive Tree area Orderly
before trip...and covered.

Binders....????

Michael Moss will tear out drywall to see what is up....

Suggests....wet/dry vac....if going to power wash....

Laundry now....
EG Mobile...first.

Tempted to look at Huffington...
dangerous....such up my energy....
Dangerous suck in news today I am sure...



Taxi to the Darkside




 

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