going back to cleanup.... watching Gustav Hurricane

Date:   8/30/2008 1:01:39 PM ( 16 y ago)

3:49 PM
August 30, 2008

Viewing an "I" ness that is making me uncomfortable.
Saved a lot of things from the 80's.
I am working through those notebooks from the 80's and
early 90's now.

I am seeing lots of I ness.

My style of the observer
is true to my Soul Purpose.

"Through My eyes,
I am recording a History of Peace on Earth,
a history of the earth and its human flowering.
Our renewed earth is the Enchanted Garden,
and you and I, its gardeners."

I would rather be upfront about my "I" than
hiding behind some kind of multi-sylable thrid person.

I am seeing Narissictic dysfunction as well
that is disturbing.

I am going to talk to Judith about this at 7.

This clearing of the old is a devastating process.
I do not like some of what I am seeing.

I am throwing away the history of a lot of old relationships.

I stopped when I came to some very special old photos.

I want to preserve these, and lots of the Archives.
This is a history of the New Age.

Very muggy and hot.
I am eating potatoes, and want to take a nap.



12:34 PM
August 30, 08

Going through some notebooks.
Very confusing.

The year is 1989.
I need a better strategy for going through more faster.
What to save....????

What to toss...

Relationship, notebooks.

Lost in the past?
What of the present?
this makes me depressed.

Grafeful I was able to pay a bill today.

10:59 AM
August 30 ,08

appointment:
7 PM

w/ Judith

Settle down and work on notebooks

how many can I do.???

Please

Jury Duty? Call in Monday.
time?

paid bill...

worked through a couple things.
with Internet/card....

eat some rice...
go to work

Gustaf:

http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601103&sid=a9UVVkjWqfC4&refer=us



 

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