Disturbance is calm but tired. Feel free to comment!

Date:   5/16/2008 5:51:34 AM ( 16 y ago)

Well, today's not been a big event again, not much to write about. I've been a bit dizzy, my head feels like it might start aching later on, and some hours ago I got a funny feeling where my ears started ringing and I couldn't hear much around me for a couple of seconds. I probably got a bit cold last night as I had to wake up to get me a blanket and some tissue to blow my nose into. I'm also not too energetic today at all although I have all the reasons to be so.
I'm quite absent-minded, and constantly forget what I was going to do next. Trying not to do too many things at once.
One thing I've noticed in the last couple of days is my coated tongue, and dry hands. The latter might not have anything to do with the fast. My skin hasn't gone much worse, but starting going to the sauna more often might release some detox symptoms. Weirdly maybe, I wouldn't mind.

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Yesterday was quite a work-out! I left work feeling a bit hungry already, and in the next five hours had only one half-litre bottle of water and nothing else. We got some stuff into my flat which consisted of some heavy lifting, and then went to the shop, and I spent 60 euros on juicing goods and starting-off utilities for my home. The bags were heavy as, and trying to save some money, we had parked the car some 700 meters away. The bags were heavy, but we made it! After that we drove to my friend's place, where I packed the remaining stuff I had around, and then got all of it out and in the car. Then followed the long and hard unloading the car section of the show, and as if that wasn't tirening enough, we went to get a little bit more of stuff I got donated by dad and my stepmum. Phoah! Afterwards my muscles were aching and I was tired as, and I thought I'd go straight to bed, but nah... I had a mugful of pineapple juice (still store-bought, there was no way of me starting to juice that late that night), and started unloading some of the bags. Well, it made me feel more in control of the situation. I made my bed, took a shower, and went to sleep. It was a restless night, partly because of the cold, partly because the nights are getting really light around here, the sun sets only for some five hours or so, which of course is magnificent, but challenging without curtains.

I didn't get to do the enema, which is probably better anyway, since the last time was so hard. I was thinking about giving it a rest anyway. So we'll see what happens today!

I can't wait to get the rest of my stuff (hopefully this weekend), and start decorating! That'll be the best healing therapy for me, and a great pastime during this challenging time with the fast, entry exams, social circles and money constantly on my mind.

I finally have my private retreat.

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Oh! My Humaworm capsules arrived. They will be the closest thing to solids I'll consume. Despite seeing a disturbing dream last night where I munched on a massive steak by accident and felt really guilty about it.

I might not be able to update in a couple of days, since I don't own a computer as of yet. I only get to update at work.

 

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