Oh a change in the way the water bill comes in. Other different changes to look at this morning.

Date:   4/2/2008 12:41:39 PM ( 16 y ago)

10:29 AM
April 1, 08

There is a laundry list of little items
on the board

RE: items that could be added to the
monthly expenses (outflow) against what
is collected for what we call Community Assets.

I spend a much of time coming up with
a structure for a budget the month before the NPEW.

I feel possessed to work with the existing
Quicken Report as it is, and get a sense of where we/I stand.

I want to know how much could be alloted for these other items
per month in a budget.

I feel pulled in wanting to move along the other completiion
with the OTA.

IT is 10:33 Now.

I have not eaten any breakfast.

I am feeling shaky
RE: the possibility I will not be living here.

I am 60.
I do not want to keep dealing with Property Management
and so many personalities.

Every time a room becomes available, I have to put this
energetically high on my map.

There is a room available now that I thought would had a person.
I did not collect the non- refundable deposit as is my rule.
At least if a person backs out, I am not held in a lurch.

I am in super overwhelm now to to the point where
I am feeling shaky.

I see where the water bill is now changed to bi-monthly.

I think it is curious that my address book went down on the Spring Equinox eve.

Does this portend a change of address for me?

I have lived here since 1982.

I am not a person who moves often.

I see confirmed from the North Node info last night,
how North Node in Taurus Security is based on foundation
of where a person lives. Yes, that is how I feel.

I live on the internet as well.
That is why is is so stressful when things go down,
such as the address book disappearing.

The choice to continue to live here would be based
on not selling and holding on. That means I will continue
to be responsible for the rentals as I have been for the last ten years.
This is not an easy job.

I want to approach shifts in the way things are managed
with the housemates.





 

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