a little venting

Date:   1/10/2008 5:02:21 AM ( 16 y ago)

I did half of the Kundalini Yoga DVD. Even though I stopped because my mind was distracting me, I still feel good. I guess I was distracted by the challenges of going to school and my husband's career affected by the current financial stuff then checking my bank account and seeing an 'overdraft fee' to cover my vitamins. Yes it could have been worse. I could have not done yoga AT ALL. Not meditated at all. Not thanked the Lord for His generosity. I've gotten used to getting up and doing the yogas so early that if I don't do it I feel funny. It sets the pace for my day. I took my cold shower and that got me going pretty good. I'm guessing I'd be more unnerved if I didn't take it. Nothing I can do. I might go to the bank on Saturday and ask them to take off the fee. I've never asked them to do it before and I've had overdrafts before... two and three at time when we REALLY had nothing. This is the first one in a while. That's my lesson in negative thinking. I'm not as shaken up about it as I used to be. I'm resolved to get through nursing school and my yoga practice is really dialing in my concentration.

Just to not focus on 'lack' and what I don't have, I'm going to focus on the fact that I got 100% on my first test. Plus today I'm creating a list of affirmations/allowances/intentions for the nine months of study I'm pursuing.

 

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