Things I lost and found at the Pacific Symposium

Date:   11/18/2007 6:13:33 AM ( 17 y ago)

3:47 AM
November 18, 07

Ouch! I lost some things at the Pacific Symposium that
are bothering me.

Some are easier to let go of that others!

The most recent loss is....
the actual sunflower seed pod
that was grown by Peter Dukich.

I had it in a sacred basket.

I just woke up and realize I no longer know where it is!

2. I lost my favorite Job's Tear necklace.

I had it in a special little basket.

Nichole moved it out of the basket and placed in where she thought it would be
seen better. That confused me. I sprang a leak. There are certain things when
I make an Enchnated garden installation that I consciously place.

I may have moved the necklace someplace else.

Then it disappeared.

3. I was not taking good care of the Medicine CHinese herbs. I spent about $150.00 on these.
I sold one of the Lifeline kits of 28 medicine herbs that every person needs to have.

Two of the others disappeared from the bucket.

They sold for $25.00 each.

I wish I had pulled one out from myself.

I do not imagine they were stolen. A person who was drawn to them,
likely paid two dollars or something like that for the whole packet.

I was not doing conventional sales.

I left it to the people to put the money in my glass vase.

I left my bucket of medicine herbs in the front of Jean's Gilbette's workshop
when I left the room. THere were some Oriental folks in the front row.
I sense they bought some of the herbs from my bucket, and did not know
the correct price.

I shut down sales of the herbs after that. I did not feel I could be responsible.
I did not want to lose the rest of the packets.

I did not have a staff to manage sales of the Medicine CHinese Herbs.
It is a different story when I am just given them away but $150.00 was not
something I am able to give away like that.

There was one book valued at $20.00 that sold, I believe.

There are numbers of other herbs I still have to sell, or plant.

I met Peggy because I had the bucket there on the table.

Not all the herbs iin the bucket were Chinese herbs.

Tulsi was one. I pulled hat out.

4. I had one wreath from Joe the Farmer.
It walked away on the final day, I imagine.

I was giving away flowers.

Someone may have thought it was a giveaway.

I did not have a staff at the Enchanted Garden Installation that knew
what to do in my absence.

The day I attended Jeans workshop, I left the Altar to take care of itself.

When a person does business the way I do...
asking people to go and make their own change...etc...
put a contribution in a red envelope, there are going to be
some lost and found.

I just found some remaining sunflower seeds from the Peter Dukich
grown sunflower still the Altar. So all is not lost.

It is best in life to focus on what we find, rather than what we misplace.

Whatever really belongs to us, a friendship, or whatever, we cannot lose.
The rest comes and comes.

I regained a lot of self esteem at the Pacific Symposium.



 

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