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Uphill Climb
(Plant Your Dream!)
Looking at my energy now. Time for some healing. What can I do now to make things easier?
Date: 11/1/2008 10:20:37 PM ( 16 y ago)
8:10 PM
November 1, 08
It has been such a difficult uphill climb in many months.
The last month has been especially difficult.
I was just appreciating that my body has been improving
from a month long of diarrhea. I really have not been sure
I could do this Pacific Symposium.
My energy levels have not been good, however I have created
some major advances in products and advances in EG Project
KEEP the BEET that are pleasing.
I have a new set of Greeting Cards I will bring out here.
The set up has been problematic to the point where
I have thought of the easiest way to do this, cutting back
on things to bring down, even though Bill Tall will bring whatever
plants I need in a truck to the Catamaran Tuesday.
I have been feeling stress from lack of communication
re: the hotel having the few things I need so I can maximize
my set up Tuesday night.
I have problems getting the helpers Wednesday for the set up,
that could involve moving plants with weight.
I am not sure when the Podium can be set up.
I need this info from Tiffany on Monday.
Also will they have my simple requests there Tuesday night????
One of the main persons I count on--will they be there?
I realize I am in a mode where if things got easy now,
I would feel uncomfortable.
Am in just beating myself up and living in the energy
of stress and creating more stress?
Can I accept this going easy without worry?
Interesting to feel this energy.
There is almost a comfort in beating your head up against
difficulty, Then, when it stops and could get easy,
there is that question, Can I handle this being good?
Just noting this....
Many disappointments to process of late.
Got two sweet calls today from dear allies.
The new greeting cards are great.
One could sell many copies.
Could I do something simple like that
that would be a success?
Must I always do too much from feeling not enough?
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