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Nightmare Dream
(Plant Your Dream!)
Feeling Depressed.
Date: 8/31/2008 10:07:26 AM ( 16 y ago)
7:58 AM
August 31, 08
Nightmare Dream:
I went to see Old Friends Lynn and Morris Walker,
but when I got there they had moved.
All that was left were two boxes of Art Supples
they had forgotten.
Someone said they had moved to Murietta.
Something about Julian.
The EG Mobile came there for respite.
I think it needed repairs.
I am not sure if I had confidence to go to Murietta to see
them although that is where I believe I was headed
even before I heard they unexpectedly moved there.
REALLIFE:
Lots of emotions and fears running through me
around stagnant energy and slowness of the CleanUP.
I cannot handle my room.
The Notebooks I started to go through are disturbing to me.
More of seeing things from the Past that would have been better left in the past.
The Red Light was starting to go on in the EG Mobile Friday night.
The Energy on the Road was Bizarre.
I went to see how the energy felt for a Whole Being Weekend Energy Get UP.
I felt like a Wall Flower. I could hardly get close enough to the Wall.
I held a leadership role in this event for many years.
I could not relate. There is a new group in leadership now.
I do not feel apart of the new group.
I am not sure where I fit right now.
The coaching session with Judith did not help in some ways.
She was saying I have the profile of a person with Bi-Polar.
I really go into extremes.
I was giving myself coaching to clean up some things in my
own room this morning before I go to the FM.
There is defintely a cloud of depression over my head.
Does the EG mobile just need Oil?
I have to check in for Jury Duty tomorrow.
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