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Day 5
This must be the energy boost they all talk about!!
Date: 7/27/2007 1:27:47 PM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 3359 times I'm definitely more energised to day, actually so much so that I don't know that to do with all this excess energy tonight!
Today wasn't easy though, work was very hard, the most important and expensive part of our large equipment broke and we weren't able to do much today. However we got the hardest customers straight at the beginning of the day, and I was getting closer to losing it. But I DID have enough will power, and patience won. I just didn't take it too seriously, a lovely skill I learned during my two years Down Under!
I've still had cravings today, but talking about and seeing food hasn't been too hard. I can't wait to finish the fast though. Mum's determined to keep on going as long as it feels good, it might take her all the way to two weeks, and I wish her all the best, it'll definitely be a lot of help for her colon problems!
I knew having a big glass of that lovely fryuit juice might make me bounce off the walls especially this late in the evening, but I drank some anyway, and now I'm definitely wide awake and giddy and just overly all over the place. I take that as a good sign.
I've got heaps of reserves to make fresh juices here at dad's, and it's only two more days, ohh I can't wait to have a bite of that lovely fresh organic lettuce!! And tomato, and cucumber, and... It's still hard!
Nothing else is new so far, I've been thinking about doing the liver flush to end my fast, I think this is exactly the right time to go about it. I've got the epsom salts ('glauber salt' here in Finland) with me. Not looking forward to it, but it's a planned thing.
Enough about it for today. Wish I could be as detailed and humoristic as in my last blog, but I simply must have less to say, maybe I have less gunk to expel, at least I feel like I've become less overly emotional and philosophical and opinionated and rambling in the last couple of months, but have actually learned to channel my brain power in a more mature way. I wonder on things less, and am able to reach a conclusion with not too much hassle, and don't need to explain me or my thoughts as much. This is obviously a big part because I've been consciously working on becoming "less feminine" in that manner, just go and do things without much analysing and drama about emotions and stuff, I've been trying to imitate my male ex-housemate a bit (the one who took out the steaks in front of me last fast). It has definitely brought out big problems between me and my now-ex boyfriend him turning into the "skirt" and me the "pants" of the relationship. It's good to be alone and sort this out, see what I'll turn out like.
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