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Therapy Pool twice today. 17 y
Went to therapy pool twice today.
6:22 PM
October 30, 07
went to the therapy pool twice today.
First time.
Found myself screaming on the ride home.
going out into the world...conventional world
gives me nightmares. it brings up stuff.
I feel I made a wrong turn and kept going.
I mean a wrong turn in my life.
I seem to be stuck in new creation mode.
I am so sad that that a consistent job
did not come out of my life.
What would have happened,
what could have happened
if I finished a book and took it the distance?
Marketing....giving it out...
a job...as writer...meeting people.
is this a ... read more Conventional Medicine as Killer Utube 17 y
Conventional Medicine.
Number 1 Killer?
6:12 PM
October 30
[wonder why this isn’t showing up
on the Main page blogs? }
This is a bit long,
but makes some powerful stagtemetns about conventional medicine
as the #1 Killer in America.
Lots of great statistics.
Such as 7,000 people a year die from
sloppy doctor’s handwriting on giving
the wrong drugs.
This is put out by Mercola.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPI7zdGdqo4
Worth watching. visit the page Beautiful Paintings 17 y
Art by NIcole Nash
1:43 PM
October 30, 07
I have been talkng to Nicole Nash just now.
She is a wonderful artist.
I am inviting her to be a part of the Pacitic Symposium ’07
Plant Your Dream Enchanted Garden Altar.
I see Nicole setting up and doing some simple designs
of the dulpicate art that will go into the basket
that will go back to the earth....or maybe we will do it another way
so people can take her little design home.
Here is here site where she uploads her paintings.
I am just starting to look at it!
My favorites so far:
http://www.yessy.com/SacredSpiralArt/i ... read more Altar Photos 17 y
Pacific Symposium photos
1:05 PM
October 30, 07
Altar Photos form Pacific Symposium ’07
http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1016616
visit the page Sit Down???? 17 y
in process...
12:26 PM
October 30, 07
Do I dare sit down?
I feel discomfort in my angles right now doing it!!!
Just returned from doing errands
following my first visit to the Therapy Pool
in over a year.
The Pacific Symposium 07 is now eight days away.
The laundry list of things I want to suppress
is huge.
I am in rebellion right now about living in the city.
What a God awful thing to say!
The only thing that makes life bearable are relationships.
The Dream of bringing the Enchanted Garden down to earth
is a fantasy right now.
I do not have the physical will.
My ma ... read more Discouraaging Day 17 y
Discouraging day,
distressing thoughts,
tinkling sensations in my feet.
Something is ended.
Pac symposium set up
next week.
I need some good days.
8:58 PM
October 29, 07
Spent a bunch of money today.
I was attempting to find a work around
for the Rhimax Paper--printing
my designs on it.
When to Kinko’s.
They cannot print on the Rhimax paper.
Passed the Lakeshore Store.
They have all kids of Kid craft things.
First I bought some crayons
and left.
Oh, I need a new stapler.
I went back.
Bought a new mini stapler.
Then I went to Kinko’s in the same shopping Center.
Ryan of Rhimax thought that perhaps Kinko could
print on the Rhimax paper.
They Cannot.
I spent all last week designing things to be ... read more Catarmaran setting times 17 y
Catamaran settting times?
Call Victoria...
work 858-488-1081
mobile 1-800-288-0770
Note: Victoria
______
Coordinate a few things for symposium....
left message....
Will glass long table hold computer...
security for Imac....
Room #... 74?
left message...
visit the page Farmer? How doing? 17 y
Damage to Farmers from Fire.
Plant a seed of Rebirth
November 10. Plant Peter
Sunflower Seed.
Marc Doig, Packing Shed burned in the recent
fire
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October 29, 07
11:24 AM
with Rob Farmer,
protege of Peter Dukich,
organizing local produce delivery
for Moceri:
Agriculture the best buffer...
Wild right up to the houses,,,,
People thinking in terms of houses safe..
Park like aesthetic and practical...
reality check
use of land
housing prices...
people thought make all this money
with real estate.
not being realistic--
treating the land as a speculative resouce,,,
The farmers have been struggling...
30 % water cutbacks in January 08.
... read more Going Simple: My body is calling for attention 17 y
body sensations are now
a factor in how much I can do for the
Pacific Symposium '07.
8:38 AM
October 29, 07
Lying in bed long after I awake
I am doing a review of imcompletes
that sadden and shame me.
They are due to my style of creation
that is taken up with the excitement
of ideas that fill my mind, and then
putting in as much energy into the project
as I can.
I cannot say what causes the imcomplete--
why I do not stay with the project until it is completely marketed.
Right now, I am starting to get tinkles down my legs.
shooting pains have reocurred from working as hard as I can
on things for the Pacific Symposium 07.
There is this week to p ... read more Castor OIl 17 y
Castor oil was recommended
today for arthritic-like pain....
bone spurs, tendon hurt
in hands....
9:35 PM
October 28, 07
Nuva Yeetah,
I visited him today.
He refilled my ayurvedic herbs.
I have been waking up with a still left hand.
My be part injury.
May be part computer.
May be part diet.
He said soak it in hot castor oil,
as hot as I can stand it.
I will try this and let you know.
Stillness feels is in the bones of the fingers....
and two sore spots lower that feel like bone spurs.
visit the page Forgeting and Remembering 17 y
Note from Richard Gandiva helps me remember...
9:00 PM
October 28, 07
Good last couple hours.
Got a lot of support through enthusiam for
the Min portable Enchanted Garden.
Stopped at OB People’s Food Coop
and spent time with two familar faces...
Boy, I needed that!
My world has been very small these days!
I made some art this morning and sent it out to a few.
I got a response from Richard Gandiva Lorcan.
I have not heard from him in many years, but the fire drew him out.
He called me from Boston.
I had asked him to help me remember through his eyes.
On Oct 28, 2007, at 5:28 PM, Richard Gandiva Lorcan ... read more Touching Grass 17 y
Finding some uplifting feelings
as I water the Mini Portable Enchanted Garden
10:56 AM
October 28, 07
”When I touch grass, I touch eternity.”
Not sure who said this,
but i appears in ”The Tender Touch”
by Edmond Bordeaux Szekely.
[ Oh George Washington Carver said it... ]
Feeling some peace
tending Portable Mini Enchanted Garden this morning.
I feel more at peace doing this,
then anticipating heading to the Farmers’ Market.
I am not much for outer activity today.
I am still inward.
The grass growing in a pot shares
it’s Vital Force and gives me energy. visit the page Stiff left hand--Hard to move the energy 17 y
difficult to move the energy this morning.
My own life is calling for attention.
Little to give outside myself.
Before 9 AM
October 28, 07
Waking up with a stiff left land
and one finger really hurting.
Clouds over my day.
Am I hurting myself by what I am doing?
Can I find the strength to go on?
Scott called in yesterday.
What can he do to help?
He wants to be responsible for his hours
of work exchange and help with Pac Sym
in less than ten days.
I can hardly thing to manage what
to tell him:
Fallen Bamboo in the meditation garden.
filling holes for Paris in the wall in his bedroom.
Oh my mind drifts to too many things around the house...
too uncomfortable to deal wi ... read more Carbon Monoxide 13 x normal 17 y
air quality o.k. is some places,
but still very poor.
9:54 PM
October 26, 07
Last night I went to Dance Jam.
My inner kid was happy to get away from the computer
and have me move my body.
Doug, one of the Whole Being guys,
said he heard from a news report.
Normally the air quality here in San Diego is bad...
but now it wa 13 times worse than the norm.
Doug said it was like being in a garage with a running car.
I have been really tired.
I went out to a Jewish Renewal activity his afternoon.
I am feeling pains in my ankles....
similar to sciatica....
I am concerned.
I will go to Nuvah Yeetah,
Arurvedic doctor t ... read more Gore's Nobel to Bush...Supreme Court gives....(joke +) 17 y
from Ben Neilsen,
some interesting links
and thought provoking thoughts,
From Ben,
an old Housemate here
at the Enchanted Garden Intentional Community.
Supreme Court Gives Gore’s Nobel to Bush
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/andy-borowitz/supreme-court-gives-gore_b_68366.html
Seriously though, those who don’t understand history are doomed to repeat it.
Fix the corruption and...Get out the Vote! (swing states are key)
10-minute Video on 2000 Election Controversy & Irregularities
http://bestpolitics06.livedigital.com/random
2000 Election Controversy & Irregularities
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_presidential_election% ... read more World Peace Starter Kit (Simplified) 17 y
Simplified Version
World Peace Starter Kit
Adobe Tech help showed
me how to do this.
2:11 PM
October 27, 07
I was able to go in and simplify the background
thanks to Adobe phont Tech Support yesterday
for Photoshop 4.0
I am trying save for web in a new way.
size is not what I want here....!!!!
Not sure I have time to redo now.
This go on the Portable Mini Enchanted Garden Buckets...
Gary, from Goldmine Natural Foods, just dropped off 20 more bucket
and lids.
I would like to go to a Jewish Renewal activity.
I better print and lay down for a bit.
read more Nuva Yeetah-appointment 17 y
Take time tomorrow to
see Nuva Yeetah.
Got to claim a Holy Moment right now.
October 28, 07
I made an appointment online with Nuva Yeetah
for tomorrow.
3:15 PM,
Sunday afternoon.
I recommend him highly.
I believe he does phone appointments as well.
He has direct perception.
http://www.appointment-plus4.com/ap/missionayurveda/index.php
Sciatica returned this week.
Shooting shocks into above ankle area.
Left hand continues to be stiff while sleeping.
It feels more and more like an injury.
Need to take this time today to do Holy Work.
I took the inner child out to dance last night and he liked
it.
Lots of thoughts this morn ... read more |