Thank both you for these posts.
I have had the salvia test done.
CORTISOL LEVELS 4/17/08
MORNING 12.8 5.1-40.2
NOON 1.9 2.1-15.7
EVENING 1.4 1.8-12.1
NIGHT 1.4 0.9-9.2
DHEA 17.5 106-300
Do you think my levels are low enough that Dr. Wilson's products won't help me much. I'm sure his products help to some extent, but will they help enough to bring me around?
I saw a Functional Medicine Dr. yesterday, and he said I have been here too long, and needed to take the HC. I have 2 fears: (and they feel big to me)
1) I will have side effects with it, and also have trouble coming off of it, and "forever ruin my adrenal glands" like when I trusted a dr with my thyroid and it was a HUGE mistake, and what got me to this level of stress. Life has never been the same since then.
2) Weight gain. I have already gained 25
pounds due to the drugs they me take when they yanked out my thyroid when it was very high and went very low and I thought I would sufficate.
It seems from my research, that AF is a "symptom" of something not right. It seems that we need to test and treat ourselves for parasites, heavy metals, etc. first and that until we do that, we will just have the same problem. I am afraid to do anything iwth my adrenals until I am providing them with a healthy environment.
Also, eliminate stress. This is a big one for me. I came into this world stressed. Then abusive childhood, learned to hate myself, then on to drugs alcohol to run from myself, then onto therapy to learn to love myself, and the beat goes on! So now I am learning at a deeper level to manage my stress. I have so much work to do, but I am willing and ready to take it on.
I had a big emotional breakdown this morning, feel totally confused on which route to take..... so much to sort out, so many drs saying this, saying that... just don't know which way to turn, what route to take. My belief in a god is limited, because the one I grew up hated me and wanted me begging on my face for mercy. I can't go there. But today, Wednesday 7/23 things are going to change. I asked the Source that is greater than me to HELP me, send me guidance, support, direction. I will listen and learn and proceed.
So my ears are open if anyone has any sensible and "experienced" ideas for me. I'm broke, living on a credit card for my medical.... but I will get what I feel is right. I am going to beat this, going to get healthy in this life.
Thanks again for any and all your help!