I have made the decision to fast...finally.

Date:   9/10/2007 9:49:18 AM ( 17 y ago)

I have made a decision. I have committed myself to this. I am going to fast for 2 weeks. Okay, that scares me. But I need to do this. I need to put an end to my awful binge eating habits. I need to stop turning to food to solve my problems. What happened to me? How did I get like this? I used to be so happy and outgoing. Now food has taken over my life.

I want to lose weight. I want to be happy. I want to have confidence. I want I want I want. I need to stop wanting these things and actually find the strength to succeed. Through my fasting, I am hoping to uncover many things about myself that I have yet to understand. I am hoping that I can figure out why I have been abusing food so much. I am scared. I am scared that I will fail. But I must stay positive. My attitude will be the deciding factor on my success. I must be brave.

 

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