Today was a down day. But it's over now...

Date:   6/22/2007 9:10:25 PM ( 17 y ago)

Today was emotionally difficult for me. Mak was being her usual 2- year old self. Everywhere we went she didn't want to leave and then would attempt to run in the opposite direction of our car. When I didn't let her do this she would throw herself on the ground (usually in the middle of the parking lot). Toddlers sure have the passive resistance thing down pat!
I also was pretty ticked off today, it seemed like nothing went right. I went to Borders for some books and they didn't have either. That was supposed to be my treat for going 5 days on the MC. Then my right leg started hurting again when I was driving.

Plus I really miss food. I found some great recipes online, some really good tofu recipes. Reading so much online about vegetarian foods has piqued my interest. I know Chip won't eat tofu or anything but my daughter probably won't know the difference between that and meat.

I'm also thinking that I'm going to end this cleanse on Sun. That would be 3 partial days (at the beginning I had dinner) and then 7 days full out MC'ing.
But everything's subject to change, I'll see how I feel in the morning...maybe today was just trying.

I had two BM's today, I drank a Smooth Move last night and this morning. Last night I had a hard time sleeping because my nose was so stuffed up. Before I drank the tea this morning I went to the bathroom and expelled some mucous stuff. It was dark colored. I don't remember doing that before. So that's good I guess. Later on today it was the same story. So there's some evidence of cleansing.

So to summarize, today definitely tested me on many levels. Hopefully tomorrow will be more rewarding. But I did it without resorting to food to make myself feel better.

 

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