neuf jours mes amis

Date:   11/16/2006 12:57:48 AM ( 18 y ago)

I can't believe that I'm seriously on day nine of this bad boy. Who woulda thunk it?? Although lately I've wanted to eat soooo bad. I'm not hungry, but as I've mentioned, I've had some hardcore events happen to me in the past few days, and I think what it is, is my tendency to eat emotionally. When I'm sad, happy, etc, I'll turn to food. So I'm hoping that me wanting to eat soooo bad because I'm so upset and then telling myself not to (and having the will power to do so), will help me battle this urge in the long run. We shall see. But I'm definately doing this thing until Monday. It's almost the weekend, and weekends always go by super quickly. So Monday will be here before I know it.

At least I hope so.

Allright I haven't slept much in the past few nights (not because I CAN'T sleep, but because I don't have time!), so enough wasting quality sleep time writing this!

todays stats:
lemondade: 2 cups... horrible, I know, but I'm not hungry at all right now and I've been on the go since this morning
salt water: check
BM: 1... still stuff coming out, which amazes me!

 

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