This is getting harder, not easier

Date:   10/18/2006 7:46:33 PM ( 18 y ago)

I'm a little discouraged at the moment. I can't stop thinking about food, especially the snickerdoodle cookies sitting on the counter right now and my favorite meal from the Cheesecake Factore -- cajun chicken littles and chocolate cake. Maybe writing it will get it out of my system. I just wish I was feeling more of a difference. I haven't had any headaches or hunger pains. So I'm thankful for that, but I wonder why I am not eliminating more. I had 1/4 tsp in all my lemonades today. I keep saying this, but I'll say it again, maybe when I wake up tomorrow things will be different. I feel like this is my 30th day, not just the 4th. My goal is 10 days and I can't imagine going any longer than that. I'm starting to fear that I'll binge on day 11 instead of coming off the proper way. Or even worse, I'll binge before I make it to day 10.

 

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