Day 22

Date:   10/2/2006 4:22:51 PM ( 18 y ago)

Day 22.

I'm definitely feeling better than yesterday, but still not that great. Last night was the hardest night of the entire fast. It took me over an hour to get to sleep; it was like the night of day 3 times a thousand. A constant barrage of negative emotions and thoughts telling me to eat.

I'm still having bm's, maybe when I start my week (minimum) of raw food it'll do more to push everything through than the swf's alone.

One good thing was I had an amazing long dream last night, and became lucid a short way into it. I managed to retain my lucidity and explore the dream world much longer than I've been able to in quite a while. Maybe those faculties of my mind are really stepping up now...

So unless I feel fabulous tomorrow I'm thinking about breaking on Wednesday, as I have Wednesday and Thursday off. I'm preparing for the worst bm's yet once I start eating. So, when I gotta go I want to be able to!

Until later...

 

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