I am making it on 2 weeks now, but my body is begging for alcohol

Date:   8/12/2006 2:55:56 AM ( 18 y ago)

I am making it guys. It is Saturday morning on day 13 and in a few hours I will be going to the lake with my fiancée's family. I will be tempted to drink, but I know that I wont. Even if it is offered to me, I know I have to refuse it. Last night (Friday) I had very strong urges to drink. I just went to sleep early and now that I woke up at 3AM, I won't have to worry about it for another 4 hours since they don't sell it here until 7AM. I can't do it though. I been this long and if I drank now it would be bad.
My Kombucha Tea is almost ready. It will be ready to bottle up in a few days. I'm kind of excited about it and it doesn't look as gross as I thought it was going to be. It has a full culture on top just like the one that I originally started with. It smells like vinegar on the surface but know that after I bottle it for a few days it should taste good. I am making it by the book and so far everything is looking good.
I contacted an outpatient rehab service that said they were backed up until September the 8th. I was thinking, GREAT, a lot of help that would be. Then after I told the lady that there was no way I could wait that long, she told me to come in and fill out paperwork and they would see me. Money is a hard thing to refuse:) I plan on going Monday morning some time and also going to my doctors appointment. Have a good weekend!


 

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