moving a little slow today

Date:   7/13/2006 6:44:25 PM ( 18 y ago)

So, I got back into town late last night. I felt very sad leaving the island and returning to the bustling city. Definitely think that the island pace is more my style. But then again...... maybe if I lived there I would miss it here. I have a much fresher view on life after stepping away from day to day stuff for 2 weeks. Ready to get back in the swing of things and back to my getting in shape plans.

So, I went to Maui with my Mom and was able to look at a couple of places for my Wedding next summer. I was more than a little dissappointed that most locations are already booked for the date we wanted.... 7/7/7. But in the big picture I suppose that is a minor detail. The Wedding Planners I met were perfect. 2 very nice and organzed gay guys. They seemed so on top of things and I got a good feeling right away. I don't know why but for the 2 days I was in Maui and foccusing on Wedding stuff I felt totally sick to my stomache and not feel like myself. I have no idea where this feeling came from or what it was all about. Maybe I started to realize that this is going to be alot of work. Maybe the idea of spending all that money on one day was disgusting me. Not sure.

I was haappy to come home last night and find that I didn't gain a pound on vacation. Didn't loose any either but that is okay. I enjoyed eating and drinking without coming home 10 pounds heavier. Whew. Probably a lot of that had to do with being outside a lot and swimming and walking.

I am still feeling the jet lag so I didn't make it to the gym today. Gonna get back into working out over the weekend and then start getting into high gear starting Monday. The good news is that my Mom offered to pay for me to go to a nutritionist or a trainer to help me with my transformation. I am thinking that my overall weight loss goal is 30 pounds. Anything lighter than that I may start looking too thin. We shall see.

 

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