don't want to post bad news...

Date:   4/11/2006 1:35:11 PM ( 18 y ago)

today's not easy, but i'm sticking with the fast pretty well. i'm having some instant broth to keep me steady. when i started fasting, i was really militant about having nothing but water, but from my experience fasting, i really think that for weight loss purposes it doesn't matter if i have fluids with minimal calories like sugar free drinks or this broth on occasion. of course, others may differ from a cleansing perspective, but i can't always do everything perfectly and being able to have something with some flavor does help me make it through and i don't think that it slows down my weight loss, or at least not much.
part of what is keeping me going today is that i really don't want to post here that i'm starting over again. there have been moments today when i've struggled, but not too bad. i have 625 more hours to go until i'll weigh in.
this morning i tried on my skinny jeans, still way tighter than i'd like them to be... also don't like the way i look in underwear in the mirror. i would like so much to be so comfortable with my body, at the latest by my birthday, that i can wear a bikini and lie in the sun in a yet-to-be-acquired lounge chair on my balcony. :) i'm not awful now, but it's not quite there yet.
be strong.


 

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