Prologue to my conscious journey

Date:   1/28/2006 9:03:28 PM ( 18 y ago)

I've been one curezone, reading blogs for almost a year now. Never had I the guts to start my own blog, until now.

How much can the world change in one years? Well, in my case, it has gone upside-down and inside-out and has entered a whole new dimension altogether.

Last year this time, I was powerless, putting my hope and faith on others: doctors, teachers, pastors, you name it. Whatever "authority" spoke, there truth laid.

I was always the perfect obedient child, best behaved in classes, never stirred anything, someone who was part of the wallpaper. I could not say I liked myself that way, but that was the most secured position, garanteed never to be disapproved of or disliked. (How can you disapprove someone you don't notice?)

Then last years, my shell broke. In an attempt to find ways to help my best friend, who had cancer, I stumbled on the who world of alternative healing. Being Chinese, I expected herbs, acupuncture, qigong and so on. Yet there is so much more. I discovered God! And God is not someone who stood apart from us, high in Heaven, looking down on our miseries with distain and disapproval.

NO, GOD IS IN US, AND WE ARE IN HIM! WE ARE ONE WITH GOD!

Okay, many of you already know this for ages, but that was a new discovery for me, a spiritual awakening.

No more am I powerless. No more am I helpless and dependent. Why, God is in me! If I got sick, I'll heal, because I am one with God. If there is problem in my life, I know I have the ability to deal with it because I am one with God.

So here I start, a conscious journey towards truth and healing, yet I have no idea what I'll find and where I'll end up. And that's the fun part.

Oh, what a joy to be alive and free!




 

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