"Ouch." My intestines hurt.

Date:   11/12/2005 11:46:18 AM ( 19 y ago)

Diarrhea.. ripping stomach pain.. I can't even sit for 5 minutes without having to use the restroom.

I haven't felt pain like this in.. I can't remember.

"I don't like complaining about how my stomach hurts. I wish I could just kill myself so I could stop."
"I know! I'm tired of it, too. I've been waiting for when you will!"

I don't know if he was joshing or not, but it hurts.
It also hurts because I don't think he understands just how bad this pain is. I believe he thinks I'm lying, or that I'm augmenting it for personal entertainment.

I feel like I'm always failing him and not adhering to his expectations.

I could do better if I wasn't so sick.

Leslie, I miss you.

~Papillon

 

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