Awake all night, asleep all day.

Date:   1/30/2006 3:30:53 AM ( 18 y ago)

I spent last night tossing, turning, reading, fantasizing, agonizing, tearing up, with body aches--couldn't get comfortable. The light came in, and I fell asleep, I'm guessing say, around 7 or 8 a.m. Woke up around 2:30-3:00 almost free of aches and pains, with sleep in my eyes. So I have slept without sleeping pills!

But I'm scared of the nighttime again. Will I waste all day tomorrow in bed, too? I HAVE TO SLEEP, no matter what time, or I'll get paranoid and delusional. I hope my body clock can just automatically adjust sometime this week. Like I said before, I don't have to work. So I can just devote my entire energy to kicking sleeping pills and fasting.

 

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