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Date:   10/26/2005 4:23:12 PM ( 19 y ago)

well, my household is very cranky at the moment. M. is sick, and neither of us are very pleasant when we are sick. actually, i'm probably a good deal worse than he is on this count, but since i'm feeling fine at the moment (physically, at least), it is a lot easier to notice what a pain he's being. i think he's being as supportive as he can be for me, given how bad he feels, but i just am getting a little tired of his constant griping. i'm functioning relatively well, considering, so i don't need him to go out of his way to support me (at least not right now, while he's ill), but i am going out of my way to help him feel better, despite my many work deadlines, and it sucks to constantly just hear a bunch of bitching in return. he's not bitching at me,mind you, just bitching in general. while i understand (and also know that I am just as bad when i'm sick), it's really hard for me to remain positive in the face of his moaning and groaning and my own work and emotional stress.

basically, i am just incredibly stressed out. the past few days, i've had a ton of work to do in order to get work things squared away for my departure tomorrow. i work in a deadline-oriented business, and six of my long-term clients have deadlines next week that i told them (previously) i'd help them meet. i can work while i'm at my grandparents', but it is going to be difficult, to say the least. so i'm really dreading the weekend. after that, things should hopefully calm down a bit. i haven't gotten a full night's sleep since last thursday, and i'm just at the end of my rope. i just have one more job to do this evening, though, and after that, i should have at least tomorrow to rest up before the weekend's onslaught begins.

god,if i had only known about my grandmother on thursday, i would have waited to buy my new computer (which i did on friday). i do need it for work eventually, but i could easily have put off buying it for a couple of weeks. if i had done that, i'd be in much better financial shape than i am at the moment, and this would be a lot easier to handle.

oh well. at least it will be easier for m. and i to stay in touch while i'm gone.


 

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