Mish Mash, I am posting a batch-

Date:   6/20/2005 12:10:11 AM ( 19 y ago)

I haven't had a heart to heart with you in a while. I swam at the spot today after a beautiful service by Rev Kev at Midtown...I hope he got some $$ for our social hour after the service~ I can always tell when we are doing well the food is good and abundant-otherwise it is left overs (as it was today...)

At the spot the water was 68 degrees and heavenly! I jumped right in, since I have been feeling separated from the sources of nourishment in my life...I felt greedy for the sensation of astral water gliding...I vowed that it can be managed for all to have what they need-including yes! ME!

As I swam a big yacht came in between the buoys while trying to get their sails down..I watched for a minute and then said loudly-"you don't belong in here" Actually they were in shallower water than I, I'm a little surprised that they didn't run aground...So after another reminder they slipped through the second buoy over to SIO docking area. If they owned that yacht; what a shame... they need lessons-gosh, just because someone has money doesn't mean they should be sailing-

Now some may say, (and they'd be correct) that I have been striving lately..and out of alignment ...true enough, but if anyone of you has viewed an oncoming 27 foot yacht from water level-it is cause for concern. Usually I can position myself (because I know how to sail) in a spot that they are not likely to tack to-but in this case it was questionable...Bottom line this is why the buoys are up to protect the innocent and to guide the stupid...some are so stupid they can't be guided....these were one of the latter.

So after several hours laying on the beach in the hot sun, I finally began to relax from the week...funny thing while I stared at the water- I began to see little silver white "doodads" moving above the water in the pattern of the movement of the water...or a fluid circular motion.. they were fascinating little doodads-I went into some kind of trance and began to see another fabric of existence within the blue of the sky and the water. That was not the first time. Always entertaining and entraining.

This time in my life is full- of everything....and I must remind myself center and balance for the monkey brain to stand down......

Monkey Perspectives

So it's not
the way it belongs?
How is that so?
It is all Love!

The people are strange
new, and seemingly
polarized?
Is it your fear?

Their strangeness,
They have opinions
Or as Bert puts it
different perspectives!

Different Perspective..
Indeed
Do you think they glean
Silver~White Doodads?

Moving with the
ebb and flow of
fluid air?
entraining me
like dancing life

A Performance
for me, comforting
the monkey mind
and alone perspectives

Separateness Perspectives
Damaging Misinformation
making my way braile-like
in the alone darkness

All the busy bustle of
different perspectives
and you are gone~
off and died...?

I am missing you
the protection of you
the impatience of you
the stupidness of you

Oh well, it is not as I
would have it, but
who am I?
The infinite has surprising
ways of providing

Buckle up; sit back
Lift hands up
close eyes,
open heart and
enjoy the ride!

Wheeeeeeeeeeee








 

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