What if this is as good as it gets?

Date:   6/2/2005 1:26:36 AM ( 19 y ago)

is giving me a pain in the ass.....

Every night of the week I am getting to look at my cause in the matter-UGH, yk, stand in fear to feel it, to be with it, UGH!

Play the victim in the case of Self Actualizing, be the interrogator (Blamer), the game of ping pong pity!

Be the caretaker, that is a slight reprieve from ping pong of pity~but may still fall short of Responsibility...Give comfort because I so desire it for myself?

Take responsibility...for nonsense...Bah Humbug.....

Ok, now what...

Ah, give love in the face of nothing...UGH, have patience that the joy and patience you have exercised are busy stirring up the soul in just the right mixture to create the divine creation ~YOU, just as you are! Giving Love or not, hating, growing fangs, crying, sniveling, standing in fear for a week-


As Jack Nicholson said "What if this is as good as it gets?"
The jokes on me! I am god and God, and if this is as good as it gets, who am I to question the design of a genius...My design...

I swear if it were light out I would go submerse myself in the deep blue sea right now!

 

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