Last week my parents house went on fire and my friend was put in hospital for the second time by the same guy.

Date:   4/30/2007 8:02:05 AM ( 17 y ago)

I'm on a work placement at the moment. I have to do it as part of my degree. But I don't want to. I think I'd rather do just about anything than work in an office. I don't think there is anything I actually want to do though. I know I'm whinging but right now I don't care. I want so badly just to opt out.
Everything I look down and see breasts and hips I'm disgusted. I can't talk to people without making a fool of myself. I'm incapable of being happy. And there's no way OUT.
Numbness & Drama are what my life's made of at the moment. I just want to sleep all the time. I just want to close my eyes and for this all to be over.

 

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