apathy and insignificance

Date:   2/23/2005 5:52:06 AM ( 19 y ago)

I could do stuff. I could invent things or make scientific discoveries. f***, I'm certainly smart enough! I could be remembered in dull books and have something named after me. But I don't seem to have the will to care. I just couldn't be bothered. I'm so f***ing bored with life. I want to run and scream and at the same time I just want to daydream it away. Maybe I'm horribly selfish. Maybe I'm wasting my potential. Maybe I'm slowly killing myself. But I can't see why it matters. I can't see why anything matters. We're flashes of light beneath a microscope, glorious for a millisecond. Then we're gone. Nothing ever changes. Not really. Just life death life death life death and so on ad infinitim.

 

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