Thoughts before Kidney Biopsy

Date:   8/2/2017 4:01:21 AM ( 7 y ago)

Early Morning Thoughts before Kidney Biopsy, Aug 2.

It is after midnight. I am receiving energy right now lying in bed typing and wanting to make peace with the kidney biopsy I will be having later in the day. A renal mass has been detected in my right kidney. The doctors have seen thousands of these and their pre-op judgement i imagine is that they are going in imagining they will confirm a cancer. Likely, this biopsy is just routine for them, as much as planting #PlantYourDream Seeds is quite often my routine for shifting the weather pattern.

I was talking to a friend and mentor early last evening. I was having second thoughts about this invasive procedure that I signed up for yesterday.

If they imagine they will find cancer, why do I really need to know?

I plan to treat my health in the next months as if I had a cancer. I am going to do every remedy to shrink the unconfirmed diagnosed nature of the renal mass. I am going to do every natural approach possible, including ingesting a state of the art new combinations of Moringa-CBD tincture that is getting raving testimonies for pain relief.

What concerns me about the proposed surgery that i imagine next on their agenda is that I am the one who grew this condition. My underlying causes energetically that I set in place to grow the mass will not be exorcised by cutting it out.

I am the one who was eating smoked salmon on tortillas near twice a day for near six months rather than a balanced daily regimen best suited to my health.

I am also the one who lowered my Creatinine levels from a high 3.1-- miderate to severe kidney function-- to a normal range of 1.09 through shifting my diet and taking Chinese raw herbs, and now shifting my food intake.

I am also the one with a toxic bowel and burdened liver from a massively sedentary lifestyle, exacerbated by falling three times and hurting my knees. I hardly walked at all during the last year. I am the one who is up now in the dark because I am possessed to record my story.

How many days will it take to recover from this evasive procedure where the results appear to have been predetermined?

I will treat for cancer anyway.

Better that I know, most say.

Raindrops fell again in San Diego briefly as I pondered my choice to do the biopsy.

My healing will be in recovering from this procedure quickly and heading north--natural remedies and food in hand--to journey to the National Heirloom Exposition (7th Annual).

Am I being foolhardy?

What feeds my spirit?
What is the Shaman's path here?
What is this rain makers path?

I will make the most of today to uplift my self and those I meet in the hospital.

I have been in this hospital before.

It was a great experience.

1:27 pm
August 2, 2017

Video below:

Planting dreams with Golden Drake, recovering from Cancer, june 30.
Ultralight Beam a Benefit Concert for Golden Love

Golden Posts August 1
Golden describes her #CancerCure:

"ummmm can i just say my friends know how to throw a PARTY!!! @latanyalockett sis what can i say you manifested something beyond magical with the benefit concert. i felt like total 💩 before i arrived, but once i walked thru the door it was like i passed through a portal to heaven!!!! ✨as i entered, Latanya was on stage w/ Dairrick & Alexes & the band, channeling epic divine sounds. the room was packed with beloveds,

i could feel that every person there came with the intention of love & healing in their heart, it was palpable! i was instantly activated by the love, & immediately felt 1,000 times better. then Djbril with his drummers, Kirti & Preet offering dance ritual for healing, the magic built upon itself & continued.
Jimmy called songs for Yemaya, Damion electrified us with his soulful voice. the energy built and built. all i could do was cry, i was riding the highest high in the midst of so much discomfort ~ it all dissolved and was swept away by the power of LOVE. my sisters & chosen fam were in full effect and holding the space like no other.

i firmly believe LOVE is the strongest healing panacea available on the planet, & it is infinitely available within us." --Golden Drake

How to #PlantYourDream
http://plantyourdream.net/?p=21492


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Leslie Goldman #YourEnchantedGardener #PlantYourDreamBlog

Link for video
https://www.facebook.com/YourEnchantedGardener/posts/10155652577362235




 

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