Lets be friends...

Date:   9/21/2015 7:00:12 PM ( 9 y ago)

I started dating my boyfriend about 3 months ago and we see each other about once a week...I was texting him today and I told him "Baby I don't like that I cant see u more. I feel like that we aren't really getting to know each other...its hard for me to get to know u...I wanna know u...I want us to be friends as well as in love...I need more time with u" then I heard the Holy Spirit whisper to me "Honey, this is what I want from u...I need time with u". I say that I love the Lord...I have adoration and respect for the Lord but I don't know if I can say that we are close...I wanna be close to the Lord...lately...I have...been having some issues trusting the Lord...for a while now I have been having these issues and im like I have been a Christian for years...since I was a little girl...I know what the Lord is all about so why do I have trouble trusting God??? I talked to my mom about it and she told me faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God...I know that is in the Bible somewhere but Im not sure where...in other words it means that I need to read the word and practice what it teaches in order to build my faith...I will do this...u know how I know that everything that is going on with me is because of lack of faith??? I worry all the time, I try to control everything to no avail, Im dissatisfied with my life, I feel sorry for myself...I think that once I gain that faith and deep relationship with the Lord worry will melt away, confusion will disperse, I will know what to do and will be satisfied in the Lord...I just need the Lord to work on me...I need more mercy and grace because he has dispensed to me more then my fair share...

 

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