When is it gonna be my turn for love...

Date:   2/3/2014 5:01:12 PM ( 10 y ago)

I was talking to this guy and we were getting a long great. It was kind of a long distance thing. I don't mind it. I'm like we will make this thing work. The think with me is if I like you I'll do what it takes to make it work. So everything is same old same old. I think that he is in this thing with me. There have been so many times before that he could have said look I don't want to do this. I am not blaming him for how I feel. I fall extremely hard and fast for a guy at first. I don't know how to change that about me. So if I start liking someone I pretty much know I'm going to get hurt. It's just a given. So he tells me that he doesn't want to do the long distance thing and that I should just forget about him. Then he drops the bomb "its not u, its me" I know it wasn't me!!!! I didn't do anything to warrant this. Let me add that over the years I have learned to have my intense feelings and not blurt them out too soon so before you say that I scared him away with my intense feelings, he didn't even know what I felt. So now I'm hurt, like I thought I would be. when he finish saying what he was going to say I said what I was going to say and then I blessed him, saying "may you have a beautiful life." My feelings have me exhausted...

 

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