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Date:   5/31/2012 8:31:47 PM ( 12 y ago)

Ran 3 miles this evening and pretty happy about it. I feel my torso growing longer and stronger. My posture is improving.

Why is it that I feel like I am forcing myself to live my life even when I do good things for myself? I feel like shit inside.

I feel like shit. Even after 3 miles. It's not the running I feel shitty about. It's my existance. I feel doomed in the big picture. And, I feel happy about the changes in my body in this moment.

Hmmmmm.

Ignore the former, embrace the latter.


 

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