And I haven't even started yet

Date:   3/26/2008 10:22:26 PM ( 16 y ago)

Started tapering food today and feel hungry. Mostly because I made the decision to taper (so, I am hungry because of something I declared...interesting).

It would be so easy to go all willy-nilly with decadent foods and rationalise it that I am about to not eat for a couple of weeks. But, I won't, however tempting chocolate might be.

I've been trying to explain to J what my MC experiences have been. Of course, it would be easier if he just read my blog, but he won't go on the Internet (thinks it's the downfall of modern civilization). It's been fun to tell him what I've noticed with it and will be amazing to see him experience the whole thing. Not to mention that this will be the first time I'll have someone to partner with on this. In the past I've soloed and have had to leave the dining room when he ate for fear of swooping down on his plate and inhaling it between his bites of food.

Just so excited about all of this. I love change when I elicit it...but who doesn't. It's the surprise changes that pull the rug out from under us. At any rate, change is in the air and I am ready.





 

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