Tired, Tired, Tired

Date:   1/16/2008 7:04:48 PM ( 16 y ago)

It is 7:21. My day started out good. If you read yesterday’s blog, you would know I posted around 1am. I went to sleep around 2:30 and woke at 6:23. Surprisingly I wasn’t tired so I wrote in my journal and took care of some other business I needed to address. I had my regular Wednesday meeting and felt myself getting a little sleepy around 11.

So now, for the good stuff…I went to colonics and this was a very interesting. Of course I haven’t eaten solid food during this time and let’s just say… some old “crap” came out. I felt so uncomfortable during the session but it was all worth it. I am that much cleaner!!!!! I also had my b12 and infrared sauna. In my previous post I put hot sauna but it is actually infrared which is designed to help you detox and you burn about 300 calories in a half hour.

OK… so I guess it is my time to feel bad because once I did all that, I felt sooooo drained and groggy. All I wanted to do was bathe and climb under the covers. My muscles ached a little and I feel like I hadn’t slept in 2 days! They did tell me that I wasn’t unusual to feel tired because I am detoxing at such a fast rate after doing both the colonic and sauna. I was ok driving home but I didn’t want to hear radio, no phone… I just wanted to go to bed!

Unfortunately I had an appointment so I had to get only about 2 hours sleep but after waking, it seems that it was canceled due to VERY light snow. In Atlanta if it rains people don’t know how to drive…if 35 snowflakes make it to the ground… forget about it... the city shuts down!

So I am awake... eyes burning and I hope to go to sleep VERY soon. I still feel so tired…

All and all… I am still fasting and I am going to go all the way!

I still think about food.. patatoe chips and even cheese and crackers!! :-) I find it amusing but I have to keep my goal of healing and health in the forefront of my mind. I am always praying for strength and courage. I now look at myself with love and I see the result of yesterdays thoughts, and now I know I have a choice. Now I know I can undo all that has been done.. and I can do it with just a thought. I want to look back on my life knowing I truly did the best I could with all the knowledge and blessings I have.. I want to be able to say that I did everything I could to keep my promises to myself and I did it with a smile. I will say that I took care of the one body I have...that is my wish..

We seek God.. We seek Good.. yet something as simple as food has sooo much control and importance in our lives. I want to be able to say that I have applied all the wisdom and guidance I always pray for.

Love you all...

And let us try to have as much fun AND discipline as we can muster on this journey of life!


 

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