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Day 12
Visions of Love
Date: 7/20/2007 5:39:53 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1732 times Morning: 6:45
I find it interesting that after having visions of hate the night of Day 10, I had visions of love last night. I resolved my issues with my previous relationship. I finally accepted the fact that while the break-up did hurt, I didn't love him. He wasn't for me at all. I wouldn't have been happy. I realized that I must let the love I feel for another man (a previous significant other; he and I are best friends) not rule my life. That said, I know what true love feels like and what I should feel the next time around. I also had a vision of meeting the man I will spend the rest of my life with. He came to me because I took care of me (body & soul). The last time I focused on improving my health (Phase 1 of taking back my body and becoming healthy), I met my first love. Maybe this phase (which is a lot more deeper and spiritual) will change things.
My left eye has been twitching for at least an hour. They say when the left eye twitches, good luck will come your way. Well, we will see. I think for the fun of it, I will play the lottery.
Afternoon: 1:10pm
I think I'm starting to hit a low point. My body is extremely tired. According to my calendar (and the holding of water), my menstrual is due tomorrow. They say Days 14-15 is when detox really its. Well, since my mentstrual is due around the same time . . . lord only knows what's coming my way. I'm drinking lots of mint tea. Need to drink some pure water. I've only had one lemonade for the day. I'm going to start my 2nd one now (w/ extra cayenne).
To be updated later . . .
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