Day 15

Day 15...after a very hard weekend, I am having a very hard day! Just taking it day by day now.

Date:   5/7/2007 11:20:23 AM   ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1987 times

Today is day 15 and it sucks. The weekend was incredibly hard. Saturday we went to the friend's birthday party and they had homemade pot stickers....I LOVE pot stickers. It was torture and then the cake and all the other food. I made it through the party and then my husband said that it was late so we should get food so the kids could go to bed when we got home. We went and got pannenkoek, I don't know if you have ever had dutch pancakes but if you can find a good place where they still use pans and not the machines, they kick ass! My kids got the kid one with sugar on top and my husband got my favorite with bacon, cheese and mushrooms. It looked amazing! He said it wasn't to good that the cheese was a bit crunchy but I think he just wanted me to feel better about not having pancakes! They cook the foods into the cakes but I did it. Then Sunday we went to his parents house and ended up staying for dinner, they got takeout chinese, oh my god, again torture. I love chinese. Again I did it. It isn't hard because of the lemonade it is just that you want foods that you don't normally have sometimes and just wanting to eat. I actually had a dream last night that I was at a party and was just chowing down, I felt guilty and thought great now my stomache is going to kill me because I haven't eaten in so long. At some point I realized it was a dream and felt so happy and just kept eating. Which brings me to today....day 15 it has been hard. I want to eat. I want to go off the fast and start with the juices and then food but I am not going to yet. My tongue is still coated and I am still moving some thickness so I will wait and take it day by day until day 21 and that is for sure my final day and then on to juices. If I fail before then and go onto juices so be it...I have proved something to myself and feel good about doing this for this long.

I have felt a bit tingly today, not sure what that means. It is just a wierd feeling and maybe it goes away. I still have tonight to get through but I think I can do it.

TTFN, Rippy

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