Healing myself to heal others
Date: 3/28/2011 1:55:36 PM ( 33 mon ) ... viewed 675 times
I'm not sure what I weigh today, but I have consistently been at 111 to 115. Nothing lower than that.
As for my life, things were feeling a lot more peaceful last night. I actually had a sense of serenity in my heart that no matter what happened in all of this it will absolutely be for the best. When I think back on my life, everything has always worked out. As soon as I graduate, I get to make money as an intern and also I am going to advertise myself as a spiritual/intuitive counselor. I am very excited about these new ventures and starting a real career and using the amazing gifts I have to help others. In the future, I would like to finish all my massage school hours and actually do real massages (possibly) or further my energetic work skills. I want to do soul retrieval for people, channeling and healing. I look forward to all of this. I think that this time I have had for the past few years has been a time of greater self-exploration and healing so that when I came to do healing on others, I would more deeply understand their journey and experiences. I feel that I have a vast understanding of the human conditioning almost to the point that I could understand anything that anyone was going through without much judgement. I also know that the people who are judged the harshest in our society are the ones I am able to have a lot of compassion for and understanding. These include schizophrenics and criminals. I do not believe in the justice system as it is. I believe that when someone commits a crime, they need help, not punishment. What that help will be, I'm not sure, but confining them to a world where there are no women and no sex and no pleasure and conformity is not the answer.
Anyway, I thought a lot about the relationship situation as well, and as much as I would love to know what is going to come of it, I do know that whatever happens will be for the best. I dearly love Alfonso in a heartfelt way, but feel a great deal of excitement about the idea of Mitch being in my life more. Neither one really seems perfect however. I just want to do whats best for me and everyone around me, thats it.
I feel in my heart that Mitch cares for me too, but has a lot of his own problems. I feel its hard for him to care for himself and he doesn't take proper care of his body.
Anyway, my intention today is just to be filled with joy and clarity.
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