I know losing weight wouldn’t make me happy. But weight loss would be one less problem. I feel like my weight stops me from doing what I deserve. I can’t become a manager because I haven’t solved being fat. I can’t enjoy life because I am too fat. Silly. But its how I feel. Far too long I have been trying to lose weight. I lose some weight and somehow it rolls back on. Weight loss is hard. Even now I only eat one meal a day, yet my weight wont budge. I have to work out, I have to live off nothing to see results. It’s hard for me to start a fast. Somehow I just always need ...   read more