Now- Just today, I committed a sin. Recently, I’ve been noticing my common sense is slowly slipping away. I used to say I’d never drink coffee since it was a drug and it really didn’t help you at all, then I started to drink it. I said I didn’t want kids and never would have them- now I’m considering it. I said I wouldn’t have sex until marriage- but I disobeyed. Physical contact or attraction does not come easily to me. In fact, I really didn’t feel any different after I had it with him. He’s my second boyfriend out of my entire life. The first one- well, I was horrible to. I did ...   read more