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I'm still here 19 y
25 days left and feeling, uh...miserable
Have been in some quiet time and haven’t posted because I haven’t been online. My paper chain is dwindling and I have 25 links left. Tried doing an enema the other night with filtered water and it didn’t work. I knew I needed to do something so I took some senna tea. BIGGEST mistake ever! I woke at about 3 a.m. in a tremendous amount of pain. I don’t think I’ve ever experienced that kind of pain. It was terrible and a severe mistake. It was just way too harsh. I will try a plain enema again later today. I can feel that I need to do one. My energy has been up and down. More down than up lat ... read more Am I dumb...no my math is just off 19 y
Where, oh where did I go wrong
Good grief, I’m looking at my days and will have to figure out what day I’m actually on. Maybe math skills are the first thing to go during a fast. Huh. Bear with me. visit the page Morning of Day 10 19 y
Isn't this suppossed to be getting harder?
Okay, I am surprised that this is going so well, but I don’t want to speak too soon. My rashes have cleared up. Yeah. They really were pretty creepy looking. I’ve been waking on my own right before the sun rises. Starting to convince me that there is an internal clock. Dreams have been interesting. Last night I dreamt that there were cats living in my house with us...not just any cats, the BIG cats, cheetahs, panthers, lions,cougars. Interesting. Will have to investigate the meaning behind it. Have weaned away from TV and music. Have found that lyrics without meaning irritate the heck out ... read more Day 7, March 13 19 y
Have gotten to day seven with very little problems...almost
Well, here I am at day 7. This fast has been great. I have developed a funky looking rash on my right arm just above the armpit and the same kind of rash just under my left breast. Two days ago when I woke from a nap my whole body was itching. Then I noticed these 3 worm-like rashes in the places previously mentioned. I didn’t scratch since I knew they’d only get bigger. I assume they are a detox symptom and will wait them out. I did take a long bath with epsom salts mixed in and that helped. I haven’t been overwhelmingly tired, but have been gently with myself in regard to resting. I know ... read more Day 3 March 9 19 y
Day 3 of my water fast
I have waited until the end of the third day to write a message. In previous fasts I have always been more confident of my success after the 3rd day. It has been strange because I have always experienced some kind of hunger or cravings the first and second days, but not this time. I must say before my next entries that I feel extremely led of God to embark on this...I couldn’t do it otherwise. Until tomorrow... visit the page |