Date:   9/30/2006 9:08:26 AM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   http://www.curezone.org/blogs/c/fm.asp?i=999276

well, i think the problem is that i am not working a the moment. i simply have no regular schedule, and perhaps that contributed to my stopping. wake up whenever...go to bed whenever...i think its actually making me a bit depressed. i've only been out of work for about a month, and i thought i could use a break...but...maybe not. i have an interview with a company on monday, so i'll see if i can get a job there. and then perhaps i'll try again. i think it will be slightly easier to do this when i have other things to focus on besides my "hunger", uncomfortable sensations in the body, etc.
is it really better after 3-4 days? i was so hungry..not physically, but mentally i guess. i think you understand. :) also i am quite overweight, and i think that is also making it harder. my body is freaking out without food perhaps? curse my shoddy willpower!! i really want to do this..if only one time in my life i'd like to fast beyond 3-4 days...if only for the experience

peace

 

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