Date:   5/6/2006 1:07:06 PM ( 18 y ago)
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URL:   http://www.curezone.org/blogs/c/fm.asp?i=995321

Dear Friend,
if I may call you so. I guess i have been asking every one for help. Maybe you can provide me with some advice. I am a believer too, but God must have forgotten me. I am bulimic and I am suffering. Life is a misery and no doctor and no specialist seem to help me. My life is turning around eating and purging, so I have swollen glands and I have gained weight, lots of weight and I have lost all my dreams. I am 29 and a musician, I have been struggling with Food Disorder since 18 and never got over it really, now I have moved to Paris, and Bulimia is absorbing my life. Every day is a struggle, many attacks a day, God knows how tired I am. My piano is my only shelter, however, not for long. I want to get out of this cage, I want God to hear m voice. How can I fast? How can I get food out of my head? I hate food and still I binge on all that I hate more. HELP ME
rhmichelle@yahoo.fr
 

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