Date:   8/28/2005 9:27:44 PM ( 19 y ago)
Popularity:   message viewed 1140 times
URL:   http://www.curezone.org/blogs/c/fm.asp?i=990306

My father encouraged us to 'play the game'. That meant lying, cheating, stealing, manipulating, playing your poker face, ect. I remember I was so smug, I had such a swelled pride I think I choked on it.

Though I have some characteristics from what I was, I'm happy to say many tell me I'm comforting, uplifting, extremely mannered and generous for my age, and 'everybody's best friend.' If I'm everybody's best friend, why am I homeless, struggling to battle an illness, rejected by both of my parents and all of my siblings but one, and in debt with no income?

I believe it's because of how I used to be! I'm paying the price, and as you say, the truth comes out. It's time to learn how we must really treat each other; through love and kindness. But it's not so cold... there seems to be angels that help me along my way, they help me to discover so much.. things like curezone, for instance. I've learned quite a bit, and I know there is much more to find, and I'd never have learned what I have or what is to come if all of the events hadn't have happened.

What people seem to forget is everything is happening accordingly.. and pay attention! We're all in class, and class is in session - what are you learning today?

'You are never alone, not ever.' ~ MH, The Barefoot Herbalist
 

<< Return to the standard message view