Date:   8/5/2007 10:48:28 AM ( 17 y ago)
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URL:   http://www.curezone.org/blogs/c/fm.asp?i=1003467

I don't think all televangelists are phonies. I think Joyce Meyer has good messages. I have very mixed feelings about Pat Robertson. I like Joel Osteen very much. But remember, they are still human beings. I do believe big miracles can happen as far as healing, etc., but they don't happen for everyone. If it's biblical you're looking for, just remember one thing, they don't call Him God the Father for nothing. When you're little and learning and your parents don't let you have something you really want, boy do you get p****ed off! They are unfair, horrible meanies. But don't you realize later they knew what they were doing even if you didn't understand it at the time? I feel it's the same with God. His will be done, not ours. We don't understand now, but in time perhaps you will. If there's no suffering, there's no growing and learning. You ask why some and not others. Why did my son end up handicapped? Well, why not? Who am I, the queen of the world? It just happens for whatever needs to be learned or done at the time; the good suffer with the bad. That's life, period.
That being said, if you keep banging your head against the wall looking for an answer to why, you're going to make yourself nuts. I spent years doing that. I still wonder why, but I've learned to live with it and know I have to wait to find out why, and you will, too. You sound so much like me the past 14 years. That's why I keep responding to this thread. I'm hoping to say something that will help you even a little because I know what it's like to keep wondering. I drove my friends nuts, my family nuts and probably the people on this forum nuts, but nobody ever gave up on me and eventually I began to accept things. I battle it every day still. I don't think I'm helping at all. I'm sorry. That's all I really wanted to do because so many took the time to help me on Curezone over the years, and I was bad.
I've read lots of your posts on other subjects and I think you're a really sweet soul. I wish you were my neighbor. We could commiserate with each other.
 

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