You could have one of those addictions you mentioned in addition to the food obscession. (I know I keep spelling it wrong. I'll find a new word. Promise!)Be happy for the small victories. Being off processed food is a victory.

As for the mother thing, I understand. My mom thinks I'm slowly suicidal because I'm a vegetarian. She would have me committed if she could figure a way to do it. That's why I stay far far far away from her. You have to look at it for what it is. So you're not not raw right now. Later is coming.