- Hitting a wall, of sorts by shamanmama
18 y
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Blog: My Master Cleanse Experience
I am having a hard time this evening. I really want some food. Well, hmmm, I am not even sure its that. I do feel hungry and food does smell good, but I am not sure if I actually want to eat it. Maybe just writing this will get it out of my system.
I was out all day and came home and crashed. When I woke up I had a headache and tummy grumbles. Part of me is doing the "what the heck am Idoing this for?" routine. The other part of me is thinking "forget it!" and the last part is thinking well, you signed up for this, keep going!
So, I can't remember if I posted this yet, but the goal is now 21 days. Since' I've almost comleted 5, its not really that bad of a goal. I just wish I would get to the part where I feel clear and light and good. I mean, I felt good at the start , but not the "fasting high" good.
Mostly I am feeling grumpy and overwhelmed with stuff I have to do tomorrow and just wanting to veg out.
Maybe Its time for another lemonade...
Thanks for being there. If anyone has any words of encouragement, I'd appreciate them!
Sheri
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- hitting the wall by Zoebess
18 y
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Hi Sheri,
There were a few days when my resolve seemed to fail me and I clung to the memory that part of me REALLY wanted to do this for a laundry list of reasons. When the proverbial wall was scraping my nose, what worked for me was a bath, a tea, and going to bed. I never failed to wake up with a renewed resolve. I did however know that in fighting with my inner child, I might get tired of the same old arguments and give in!
Most of us have spoiled ourselves so much, it is difficult to say no to ourselves where we have no problem parenting our children so that they are cared for better than many of us will care for ourselves! This is a big challenge for you but half way up the hill, you are in the best position you have been in for a while to SUCCEED!
Hang in there~~!
Sweet dreams :)
blessings,
Zoe
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